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So you're a Soul

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You have done regressions, Life Between Lives, you know the other projects your Soul Energy is involved in while still incarnated in a lycra shell called skin held up by the scaffolding of skeleton and fueled by red sludge carrying nutrients to often overworked organs. And the final insult is a nervous system functioning as a radar system that sometimes seems targeted to find and feel pain, loss, sadness.  Now what ? You call this a life ? Well, yes.  When we were tribal, or for those who are still woodsmen/women everything was to be experienced, everything was a sensation. There is no time, or need to understand if the rain has meaning, or if missing a shot with an arrow was a sign we are bad. It is instead all simply experience that demands  we stay in the now, and make choices based on the now.  If it is raining, find shelter if it is cold, strip and dance if the weather is warm. If you miss a shot, learn and aim again. The life of luxury, of technology, has some bad side effects-

On Being "Special"

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We love out pets. Every single one of them is  "special." They literally make our day. There is nothing more ecstatic then the purring of a cat, or more entrancing then standing next to beloved horses and feeling their sacred breath and energies surround us. My pets literally light up each day. Dogs laying on the lawn with all four feet in the air. My cat purring next to them. Sometimes we all lay in the sand together.... the two horses, two dogs and the ranch manager Mateo the kitty. We meditate together, sun bathe, and sigh. So happy and content. I swear we could cure anyone who walks into this circle of energetic radiance we have in the sand pit. You get the picture don't you ? So simple yet so powerful....... and yes.... Special....... every time, every moment I spend in the joyous energy of my pets is special. I never get sick of it or tired, or bored.  Yet we humans go crazy trying to be "Special" in some indefinable way.  We fret over our Karma, our Mis

Light Workers light up... your own inner flame

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Many "new age" or spiritual people seem so anxious to not be in their own body, or be ..... who they incarnated to be. Hours are spent talking to angels, entities, spirits while the body inhabited is neglected, childhood issues ignored, current fears repressed. There is a kind of codependency, where one focuses solely on another, to be a helper. This makes one feel good about one's self and to be proud of our actions and our self appointed priorities. Being a self appointed helper also releases one from responsibilities such as feeling one's own emotions (and handling them).  The "helper" is also freed from any criticism (from self or others)--- after all, the helper person is sooooooo good, and only had good intentions. How can we criticize?  And finally, the helper person can always cry victim (after all I've done for you.....) rather than making a balanced assessment of one's actions or reactions. There can be a great deal of  ego i

The Hobbit

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I recently went to see the newest Hobbit movie in 3D at the IMAX. This experience was more like being IN the movie rather than watching a movie. I had the most amazing revelation.....something I had considered intellectually for decades, but this time it became a visceral reality. I was raised to save the world...... at 11 years old I was going door to door to raise money for the Student Nonviolent Coordinating Committee (SNCC) in their campaign to stop the burnings and hangings of African Americans (done for fun, in public, attended by children as well) that were still popular in the 1960's , USA.  The idea of NOT saving the world has never quite become a reality for me...... still an attachment.   I don't know why the experience at the IMAX was the final drop in the bucket that shifted my perspective, but it was.  The movie showed war, loyalties, betrayal, despicable characters, liars, heroes, journeys, retreats......and it finally hit me...... this IS earth. It is the playgr